They don't allow stillettos in bootcamp...and other tales of my weight loss journey

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Hi! My name is Kayla. I’m 28 years old and my goal is to blog about my weight loss journey and healthier lifestyle change. I am by no means a writer nor wish to be; however, I want to journal about my desire to be a healthier person. I have struggled with my weight my entire life. Since I was a child I have always been larger girl and in reality I have always been larger than my family and friends. In college I decided to do the Atkins diet and lost 60 lbs and only kept it off for a year or so. I have done every diet known to man. I can remember my mom always trying to help me out by taking me to a “diet doctor” growing up and trying to help me with my weight problems. I have had my successes but obviously none have been a lifestyle change or I would not be where I am today. I am more than ready to take on the challenge of having a healthier lifestyle the healthy way.

Sep 30, 2011

In It To WIN IT

This week at Niki G's we have been focusing on endurance. This means longer sets, extra reps, and heavier weights. Let's just say that prior to this week I could/would only lift 5LB weights. Not this week. ON Tuesday, she had stations set up in the studio. Of course, I was the last one in from our mile run and once I get the my station the heavier weights (18LB) were the only ones left. I honestly thought I was going to have to go switch them out. We had to double up and lift the weights with one hand. At first, I just used the 10LB until Whitney came over and told me to pick up that 8LB weight and add it to my 10LB. I know I had this terrible look on my face but she just kept pushing me and I was able to lift 18LB for several reps with both hands. This may not sound like a lot but go try it. I'll just say that there are people who have been doing the class for several years and still lift with 5LB weights.

When I left work last night, I was determined to go to boot camp. After sitting in traffic for an hour, I posted on facebook "so much for working out tonight due to bootcamp." My trainer Whitney immediately responded better to come late than not at all. So true, I posted back I'll be there as soon as I can. Needless to say I was about 20 minutes late. Ironically enough she worked us over about 20 minutes. How ironic because we have never went over that much. She really wanted me to get my full 60 min workout in. Last night, was my hardest night ever at Niki G's. First, I was told to put on these sweaty gloves from the previous class which totally grossed me out. First, we did multiple variations of my favorite (NOT) push-ups which at first I was doing them down hill which was apparently more difficult. I turned around quickly and continued with the routine. Next, to do crab crawls backwards up a hill which just about killed me. I seriously asked three times if there was something else I could do and she kept telling me NO! I needless to say was getting frustrated. I kept going and finally just sat down after dragging my bottom a couple of times. I was thinking I am totally ruining my new work out pants on this pavement. Whitney came over and kept motivating me and helping me to get focused to continue on with my crab crawls. She would count to 10 then let me rest 5 and eventually I got up to 20 seconds and resting 5. It helps so much to have a trainer that cares so much about you and ability to motivate you to succeed. I still have a long road ahead of me but I am closer to my goal than five months ago.

Sep 8, 2011

Frustration

Last night I didn't go to boot camp because I had so much to do before leaving for my vacation to Ft. Lauderdale. While packing, I started trying on clothes to see what I wanted to take. Are you ready for this! I tried on my skinny jeans and jeggings and they are so tight! I can tell in my thighs and calves that I have really toned up and gained lots of musle! Well, to me this is not the best thing for me! I need to lose a lot of weight and do not need to gain in inches! I have always struggled with losing weight and this go around is not any easier! I probably have not been eating as "clean" as I should but I honestly do not eat terrible! My trainer is also a nutritionist and I hope to meet with her soon to get better control of my intake. Its the never ending battle!! I am not giving up, but I sure am frustrated!

I was frustrated last night and decided I was not going this morning..Guess what! I don't know what happened, but I woke up feeling rejuvenated and went to class! So glad that I did!

Cold Rainy Day!

Monday night I drove back to Nashville from visiting my parents to ensure that I would get up and go to boot camp. Lindsey text me and said she was sitting in my drive way. I open the garage door and its freezing and raining! I was thinking I should just go get back in my cozy bed. I braved the weather and went on to boot camp in short sleeves. Of course as soon as we get done doing out normal warm up routine Whitney gives us the option to run outside or inside due to the weather conditions. I thought to myself I need to go ahead with the rest of the campers (minus 2 that chose to stay inside) and run outside. It was so cold and consistently raining which is not favorable when wearing glasses and short sleeves! It was actually horrible but I survived! The wind was blowing toward us as we were running and I almost seriously turned around several times to go back to the studio but kept going! If this is anything what it is going to be like in the winter, I may be switching my class to the night time class.