Frustration

Last night I didn't go to boot camp because I had so much to do before leaving for my vacation to Ft. Lauderdale. While packing, I started trying on clothes to see what I wanted to take. Are you ready for this! I tried on my skinny jeans and jeggings and they are so tight! I can tell in my thighs and calves that I have really toned up and gained lots of musle! Well, to me this is not the best thing for me! I need to lose a lot of weight and do not need to gain in inches! I have always struggled with losing weight and this go around is not any easier! I probably have not been eating as "clean" as I should but I honestly do not eat terrible! My trainer is also a nutritionist and I hope to meet with her soon to get better control of my intake. Its the never ending battle!! I am not giving up, but I sure am frustrated!

I was frustrated last night and decided I was not going this morning..Guess what! I don't know what happened, but I woke up feeling rejuvenated and went to class! So glad that I did!